A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
B. FAVORITE BAND.
C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.
D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.
E. MY BEST FRIEND.
F. MY FAVORITE MOVIE.
G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.
H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?
I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?
J. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDER.
K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.
L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.
M. VIRGIN OR NOT?
N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT?
O. MY EYE COLOUR.
P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.
Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.
R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.
S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.
T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.
U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.
V. LAST TIME I CRIED.
W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO.
X. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF (…)?
Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.
Z. HOW ARE YOU
so i have a date on sunday.
i know i haven’t posted on this for a while but i only use it to vent and i’m not feeling good again.
so aye, this date on sunday. i haven’t been able to go on one in a while. i keep making excuses as to why i can’t go when i make plans with someone. it’s never the guys fault, it’s just me being uncomfortable with the idea.
recently i’ve felt even worse about it.
like, the past ten months anybody i’ve been interested in, i’ve just stopped speaking to them. after what happened (i know it sounds cliche) but i feel i can’t trust guys. i know that’s plain silly because any laddie i’ve explained my situation to has been more than understanding and it doesn’t bother them, but i feel like they’re lying to me and secretly it’s bothering them like fuck.
what’s worse is with my last boyfriend a year ago, i know people were making comments about me to him about everything. he was a nice laddie so never reacted to the comments.
i’m not even interested in this laddie i’m seeing on sunday. i’ll probably make excuses as per usual.
i really wish i didn’t make such a big deal about it and stick to my exposure but it’s just no easy. it’s difficult to speak to my friends about it (although they do listen to me and i love them for it) but it’s really difficult for them to understand and i know it’s just got worse after that fucking arsehole of a boy did that.
anyway rant over. i should get a diary instead of using tumblr. thanks.
sometimes i hate living in edinburgh. haven’t seen my friends in ages. plus, i’ve drifted away from so many of them.
it’s times like these when i miss being at school.
1:Apart from tumblr, what do you like to do in your spare time?
2:Name a favorite of each: food, drink, color.
3:If you married rich and your spouse gave you $100,000 a week, what would you spend it on?
4:Name a favorite of each: book, movie, tv show.
5:If you were given the opportunity to spend 48 hours with absolutely anyone (living or dead), who would you spend it with and what would you do?
6:Name a LEAST favorite of each: food, drink, color.
7:What do you spend most of your money on?
8:What kind of underwear do you prefer wearing?
9:Name a LEAST favorite of each: book, movie, tv show.
10:If you were sat on a plane beside your favorite celebrity, what would you do?
11:What is the strangest thing you have in your room? (You are not allowed to explain why you own it.)
12:What is a weird habit you have, or people have told you have. (Weird, not bad. No nail biting or any of that nonsense.)
13:What would you consider to be the biggest insult to yourself?
14:What are five things you absolutely have to have in your dream house?
15:If you could be reincarnated as any animal, which would you chose and why?
16:Which band (current or past) would you want to go on tour* with? (*Travel with, not preform with.)
17:Name a favorite of each: band, album, song.
18:Why is your favorite band your favorite?
19:How many concerts have you attended? Which was your favorite? Least favorite? If none, who do you want to see live the most?
20:What is one of your favorite song lyrics? (Who is it by?)
21:Who do you ship?
22:What band merch do you own? If any, whose is it and when did you get it? If none, whose do you wish you owned?
23:How did you learn of the band that is currently your favorite?
24:What celebrity do you idolize the most?
25:Which member from which band would you most want to lather in nutella?